Got caught in a crazy storm, our flight got delayed by at least an hour. I was mentally locked in to be asleep in like an hour, now I just know this flight is about to hit me with a “surprise 3-hour delay” like it’s a hobby. I’m done with the impulsive decisions. I’ve made every plan I possibly could, now I’m just gonna fly with a little peace of mind. It’s been so many year and they really clocked in to beat my ass every single season. Not like it would be my first time anyway. I always dreamed about staying in that city, in that hotel, at least I finally get to do that.

Get it Sophie, get it, get it.

In this life, you can’t make anyone love you. You can wish for it, yeah, but if it doesn’t happen, at some point you just gotta let go. Love isn’t like filling out a feedback form or casting votes. It’s not that kind of system. Can we just agree on that? At the end of the day, everyone should decide everything with their own free will. I’m not forcing anyone. I liked the hotel like I said. I’m probably just gonna become one with the bed and sleep for a full 24 hours, honestly, it’s giving “luxury hibernation“ experience. I can’t go outside. My bravery clock is on 1% and it already expired. I guess it’s finally time to stop dodging the one thing I’ve been procrastinating on for years.

Sophie